Miss Bangkok - Memoirs of a Thai Prostitute

We went to the book store at Phuket airport on 11st Oct'2015 while waiting for the flight to Singapore since we still had Thai Baht left. I couldn't take my eyes off this book after I saw a lot of women who are working at bars by flirting with Farang ( Thai called European or other foreigner ) to buy them drinks where they can get commission per drinks in Bangla walking street last night. Who on earth wanna work as a prostitute to please someone by leaving their dignity on the floor of make-up room before going to the bar counter. I feel so sad for them, I know they can choose other jobs for living but you were left with no choice when it comes to your precious child, their one day salary equals one month salary of factory staff if they are lucky. I find it encouraged by reading struggling stories which are based on true because I'm kinda easily depressed type.

This story is about Bua who was born from unfaithful dad and gambling mum which lead to broken family, met two guys who bit the shit out of her life, have children who cried themselves to sleep at night from hunger which turned her to prostitute from bartender to feed her children. Most of the time Money is as important as water. I really respect her decision that 'As reckless as I have been about my own life, I have never been reckless with my children's lives'. It hurt her to see her children running to her husband when they hurt but she feels relieve that they are not hungry anymore since she cannot spend a lot of time with them because she is the only one working for her family. Leaving school is the biggest regret in her life. You may not know now how Education is very important in our life but you will realize once you get older or you see how your friends are working in higher position with easy life.

Please read it if you are interested in my above review about this book. I guarantee you that it's worth of your time. PS: You have to buy from online though because I found no link to download. When the book can give me something special, I always save it in my iPad even I own hard copy.

Life is Journey

Mum & Younger brother were crying for letting me go beside my lifeless body.
They wanted me to stay but didn't want me to hurt anymore.
Bro's singing for making me laugh just to comfort me.

Every night I fell asleep Mum's holding my hand like she could touch them never.
Sometimes I'd listen outside her door and I'd hear how mum cried for me in the middle of the night.
She complained to the God about Leukemia.
She's afraid to see the truth.
I prayed for her more than me because she'd lost my dad before.

I wished i could have stopped the time without pain.
Time's running out so fast.
I was in the precious days with the people I loved.

Yup, Life is just journey.
There are the start and the end of living. 
There is no chance to create the life what we want to.
 I would have gone earlier because my journey is too short.
But you cannot run away from the end too that's why live happily when you are alive.

tHe WoRdS

I hope it may support your life.

1. The depressed who always compare with others.

2. Mostly, some people try to be loved but they never try to love.

3. Real love mean- Don't make your beloved depend on you.

4. If you cannot love yourself, no way to love anyone else.

5. It is impossible to be respected by others If you cannot respect yourself.

6. There is no limit on greedy.

7. You are so smart when your are concentrated whatever you are doing.

8. Trying to know your mind is the key to the peaceful life.

9. Do remember that you are not the perfect guy when you look down on somebody.

fOr YoU

When I found Love...

When you remember me, just give me a message.
When you miss me, just give me a ring.
When you love me, just give me your kindness.
When you meet me, just give me a bit hug.
When you are sad, just lean your head on my shoulder.
When you feel down, just let me touch to your face with my hands.
When you are alone, just give me a chance to be your escort forever.....

To My beloved, 11.11.11 Friday

Quote

1.In this life we cannot do great things, we can only do small things with great love. (Mother Teresa of Calcutta)

2.The Death never drops any hints.

3.Publicity is the easy thing but popularity is the hard one.

4.The lack of experience makes impatience.

5.Everybody measures things with the yardstick of his own views.

6.Such a large of money are nothing for someone who knows that we will be naked the end of life.

7.There are a lot of fair-weather friends in our life. Please try to save their life. If we cannot do, just neglect them.

8.We are not only the black sheep but also the white elephant if we waste our time.

9.There is no service to repair the regrets.

10.Please respect yourself.